Has it ever happened to you that you've always been so down and so depressed that you've hid it behind a mask of happiness? And if so... has that mask of happiness attached itself to you? Can you not go back to your self? Tough realization...

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Who am I?
I... Am a Highly Emotional, Depressive, Hypochondriac.

Point proven. Good night.

Well, Sunday morning....*sigh* I have to do anything I want to get done on Sunday morning. Why, you ask?
Homework.
I spend all Sunday afternoon and evenings doing that dreaded thing. It's sickening. Oh well. Didn't do much yesterday. Relaxed, mostly, but I talked to Atella last night (the poor thing was sick all day :( ) and I asked what happened with the garlic bread. heh, it ends up that it didn't rise or something so they had to through the dough away! So she or her family didn't have to eat it! And then she told me that she re-read the recipe and found that it said specifically do NOT use garlic salt Craziness. I thought it was hystarical....I guess you had to be there. *shrugs* Well, I'm off to write. I've tried and tried and TRIED to continue my book, but it's weird. It's not like I have writer's block (which I've found seems to be the worst disease known to man), I know what I want to write about...I just....don't want to sit and write. SO now, I'm going to go sit and WRITE! ta ta!

Aw, we'll miss ya too Mia! You gotta tell me about your trip when you get back...but where exactly did you go?
Well, I'm leaving for Mexico this upcoming Friday. *squeel* My first time out of the country! My grandma's taking me, and we'll arrive in La Paz sometime Saturday, then we're going to ride a boat, I mean, ship up then back down the Sea of Cortez, aka the Gulf of California. It's a wildlife trip so I'll get to go snorkeling and whale watching and oooooo! I can not WAIT! I love sea life to the last little plankton. ^_~ I'll be gone for a week as well....*sigh* I'll miss everybody too....but anyways....

Yesterday, I didn't have softball practice, (no I didn't skip it, we actually had NO practice.) so I went home with one of my best buds. For the sake of her privacy, we'll just call her Atella. She loves that name. I went over to her house and unloaded her dishwasher while she made garlic bread. (fun, ne?) But it was funny, cuz we couldn't find any garlic for the garlic bread. I kept telling her she could just make an herb bread, but NO she HAD to have a garlic substitute. So she grabbed the garlic salt....we didn't know it at the time, but garlic and garlic salt are very different tasting for those of you who are as unknowledgable as we are. >.< So, I wonder this morning just what that garlic salt bread tasted like, and how everyone in her family reacted. (they have no idea about our situation, no one was home when we did it.)
But continuing on, I then accompanied her to her saxophone lesson. Her teacher is a total nutcase. He didn't even know me and as soon as he found out my name was Megan he started calling me things like Megs (that one I obviously don't mind), Nutmeg *flinches*, Meg-pie *has a spazum*, Meg-spice (uh..okay), and Megster (all right)....I was like "Do I know you, sir?" Kind of weird.

But then I got home last night, and I watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail, and all was well with the world again! Yay. heh, so until next time, all you peeps who actually read this stuff! Oh yeah, and Adrienne, did you die? I hope not.

Well goodbye everyone, I'm off for vacation for a week!
Megs, tell everyone I'll miss them!
Everyone have a great Easter vacation...
G'bye!
Bon Soiree!
Ciao!
*sighs* so hard saying goodbye to all your friends for a whole week!

Okay, I know I'm posting again so soon, but URGH! This is the place to rant right, correct? So I'll rant away.
I dunno if any of you people out there have been to www.fanfiction.net before, but it's an awesome site for any writer (not just those who write fanfiction). I love reading all the fics there and posting my own, but that site has ISSUES!!! Nearly every other day it breaks down and I can't access it! And usually it's right when I REALLY want to read something!! This is driving me nuts! *sigh* oh well, I guess there's not much I can do....*mutters* .....stupid thing....

Well, I sorta skipped softball today....or according to my mom, I "forgot" I had it.
I'm now on a mission for band class. Our entire crazy band wants to play the "Recess" theme. You know that hilarious TV show with the 4th graders who do a bunch of stuff at recess and it recently came out with a movie? Well, anyway, we all want to play that and Mr. Feller, our director, has no idea what it is. 'Tis sad really. But anyway, so I'm now out to see if I can find the sheet music somewhere on the internet. I hope so. *crosses her fingers* I'll be a hero! ^_~

I am totally, mentally and physically, exhausted...
My day is full of tests, quizzes and (unfinished) homework.
Grr... In French class, in which I sat in stupor, I was called on 8 times...
I mean seriously. Its not fair. But I. Meek as I am, just did the excercise and din't complain.
Someday ^_~
Also theres the *hair* issue.
Its actually more funny than irritating, but irritating just the same.
As you see on our banner (I'm the first one) I have pouffy, curly hair which everyone, for some strange reason, feels compelled to touch. During French class the person behind me keep on flipping my hair... and in the hallway *sighs* blah. I should just go back to putting it up. Two major tests tomorrow, tons of homework...
Ah well... Easter vacation next week.
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Well, my first post on this new "blog" here. Bit new at this. I'm kinda tired. I've been real busy lately. But for once, I don't have a huge load of homework for the night! I just finished my last Grad Standard project today, so after the four I've gotten and been staying up till 4:00am to work on, the last one is finally DONE! Thank goodness! On my agenda tonight consists of a bit of Spanish homework (the second most boring class besides Civics...gag me), but then I'm planning to call the local music store to find out about bass guitar lessons. I'm still REALLY new at this instrument, and I've heard lessons help a ton. I have to pay for them myself though since my parents are paying for my clarinet lessons. *sigh* I've got quite a bit of money, but not too much since I just spent it all on the guitar and the amp. The irony of it all....oh well. I can't wait to learn! I'm going to rock with 3 friends of mine...unfortunately, two of them are learning the guitar as well. But that's okay! We can learn together! Okay, my dad's bugging me to practice my clarinet, so that's all for now! ^_^ Laterz alligatorz!

Why do computers have to be so evil.
We give them electricity... we give them games and files...
AND YET THEY ALWAYS CRASH WHEN WE NEED THEM!
*sighs* Today... for example. My computer would not allow me to print for about 1/2 hour...
Before that, my Internet didn't work for 1 hour, and yesterday it started fritzing on me again.
Never any respect.
Wolves for example, always respect and bow to their alpha male.
Humans do... well not always.
Kids obey parents.
So why... cannot... this machine obey me when I need it?
Sure it's good most of the time...
Maybe I just have a rebellious computer ^^;;
Mya. My muse for the day.